So
yesterday went down to are local shoot/flea market. There are 100s of booths set
up with everything from artist to crafters. My son spotted some model cars in
one booth. They lady in the booth told him to tell his daddy they were $10, so
he ran over to my husband and repeatedly told him they were $10 and drug him to
them. I then noticed the sign above the booth said physic... She pointed
to Ashton and said, that one is well behaved, well mannered, and keeps to himself
and that Easton had a temper ( who at the time was surprisingly sitting there
quiet) and lord help me when he got older.. I stood there dumb founded... Boy
did she hit the nail on the head. I said yea your right. I said this one right
here (pointing to Easton) has a hot head and is a big flirt.. She laughed and said, "
like his mom?" no comment. Ok, so Easton is me done over...She then said
and you are German and Indian... Right again. I must have had a dumb founded
look on my face because she smiled and said that's what I do I am a medium...
It
was then time for me...I handed her my hand and she placed he finger tips in my
palm. She had to tell me to relax more than once. ha. She started right off by
saying I drive like a grandma when my little ones are in the car but I have a
led foot when they are not...that may or may not be true ha-ha. She then said
she was seeing a new car that I backed into something. WOW. When I was pregnant
with Ashton, Matt bought me a Jeep. That week I backed it into a pole! I told
her about the Jeep and told her how mad Matt was, we laughed and she said oh
yea he was mad ha-ha. She told me my dreams were very reachable. She told me I had
3 guardian angels. I lost both my grandfathers and a very dear friend so I assume she is speaking of them, unless one of them is this man <---read link. She told
me I had two families and one of those families had went away. My parents are
divorced and my dad moved 13 hours away....At this point I was starting to
become more and more amazed...She then went into personal family things that
were all spot on....things I am not ready to share. She told me my mom is my rock and watches my boys a lot for
me.. She could not be more right. I would be lost without my mom. At this point
I started to bawl...She told me that I had had two relationships in my time
(serious ones) and that she believed my husband was my true soul mate but that
she felt I still had a bit of a wall up because I was hurt so bad before...I
was just about speechless..Which does not happen to me very often. I told her I
was kinda hoping Ashton had seen my grandpa that day.... She said he had seen
him. She said a tall man, with dark hair, who died in his 50's. My grandfather
was a tall tall man with a full head of dark hair that died in his 50s... She
said 54 but he was in fact 58.We talked more and she asked me if I had any
questions...I said I just wanted to know if my Papa (my grandpa) and my friend
who passed were ok.....This is when it turned into an extremely emotional and
life changing experience.
She
asked me if I had a picture of my Papa.. I had just so happened to download one
to my phone last week....through the tears I managed to find it and hand it to
her...This is the picture I gave her in case your curious...
She
held it in her hand smiling.. She said he loved children...she said I keep
seeing him in heaven bouncing kids on his knee. Now I know she could say that
about anyones grandpa, but that is something me grandpa did to us kids all the
time, let us sit on his knee, and he LOVED his babies. She pointed at my
grandma (who is still living). Now her, she didn't put up with his shit. Boy oh
boy did she hit that nail on the head ha-ha. She said she is the anchor of the
whole family. She could not have been more right... We would all be lost without
my Mama...completely lost. She went on to say she felt as if my grandpa had a
faith but never went to church and that my grandma was on him all the time
about it.....Hit the nail on the head again. My grandma never misses church...ever
and always wanted him to go. She also kept asking about cinnamon and I was
racking my brain and then I remembered my grandma always bought cinnamon cakes
for my grandpa! At this point I was a hot mess.. My world fell apart when I lost
my grandpa...literally...and to hear he was ok and happy meant the world.
I
told her I didn't have a picture of Alisha (above) on my phone (my stupid Facebook wouldn't
work). I thought to myself I really need to know how she is.....She looked at
me and said very softly, was she in a car wreck? And I lost it.......She asked
if she was 19..she wasn't 19 but she passed on October 19th 2007. What happened
next completely 100% threw me for a loop...she went on to say she hydroplaned...
I always knew that Alisha had went up on to an embankment and flipped her car,
but I have asked myself 1000x why she would have swerved....Whether she was
right or not I don't know. I do know however, we had a very bad storm the night
before and that might make sense...but I'll never know for sure. She went on to
say she was right there...at the reading. I broke down again. She said she was
fond of my youngest because he had her attitude ha-ha. She went on to say that
Alisha told her I lose things a lot....tattle tale!! ha-ha. I so do! She said
that Alisha told her the next time it is missing to look in the recliner
cushion. I will have to remember that. I said I always thought I could feel her
some days. I said after I had Ashton I was laying in my hospital room alone after hubby and family went to get me food and
I thought I felt someone grab my hand, without even thinking I said Alisha's
name out loud...I always thought I was just loopy from the meds ha-ha. She said no that it
was her.
We
talked a bit more and then ended the session. I think I told her thank you 9
million times....my make-up was running down my face and my husband was
standing there dumb founded. I thought about everything she said all day....and
all night..and today. I finally decided the best thing to do would be to get it
all out there and off my chest and to share it with you all. Now it is a
written memory as well and something I will hold onto forever. I do plan to see
her again. I don't know how much more she can tell me but I would like to see
her again.
Well
that sums it up for the most part. If I remember more details I will add them. I hope you enjoyed reading. Leave your
thoughts and comments below PLEASE! I would love to hear from you! Thanks. =]
2 comments:
That gave me goosebumps. I would go to one, but I'm scared of what they might tell me...
Mediums to me are like soothsayers; they scare me. I was really nervous reading your post. I hope your visit made you feel better, which was the ultimate goal, right?
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